Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

2.29.2012

in the stacks of february

abstraction, n.
It's not as if I can conjure you there completely. I must embrace the idea of you instead. 

akin, adj.
In the long view, did it matter that we shared this? Did it matter that we both happened to go to Barcelona the summer after our senior year? In the long view, was it such revelation that we were both ticklish and that we both liked dogs more than cats? Really, weren't these facts just placeholders until the long view could truly assert itself?
We were painted by numbers, starting with the greens. Because that happened to be our favorite color. And this, we figured had to mean something.

aloof, adj.
It has always been my habit to ask that question:
"What are you thinking?"
I keep on asking, even though I know it will never work the way I want it to.

community, n. 
I'd want to say, "Don't I know you from somewhere?" But ultimately I wouldn't say a word. I wasn't sure I wanted them to be real.

epilogue, n.
You ask me what I'm writing.
"You'll see," I say. "I promise."
These words are now mine, but soon they'll be ours.

flux, n. 
The natural state. Our moods change. Our lives change. Our feelings for each other change. Our bearings change. The song changes. The air changes. The temperature of the shower changes.
Accept this. We must accept this.

motif, n. 
You don't love me as much as I love you. 

{all words by David Levithan, The Lover's Dictionary}

12.15.2011

Starfish of China + love.




I miss and love these babies SO much.

12.03.2011

some lessons to be learned

 photo via Lyla and Blue

This past week has been a whirlwind. Literally. I have learned a lot about life through various everyday people, creating a documentary and a wild wind blowing through a city of salty snow. Empowered by talking to a guy named A and rock and roll, I decided to have the attitude of Jimi Hendrix. I figured something out which is, I'm gonna do what I wanna do and nobody is going to stop me. Suddenly, all these doors of possibility opened and I was optimistic about what I will to do and who I will become. If I want to be a rock star tomorrow, then I'm going to do what I gotta do. I instantly became stoked for life. A gentleman with Harry Potter glasses who says hello to me by fist bumping and waves made me realize that all I need at the end of the day is a genuine good-hearted someone who can make me smile. Two days earlier, I was sitting in the Union, where live music was being played. There was a fiery glow about the trumpeter's face and I knew right then and there that doing what you're passionate about is far greater than the money. It just had to be true. Then two later after I premiered my documentary, I got thinking that just maybe film chose me. I hope this is true and maybe my dreams about Sundance will one day be a fulfilled reality. And in a terrifying wind storm, who knew something could be so dramatically scary? I can say I am incredibly grateful for where I have been and all that I have.

11.22.2011

let art define you


For all you artists out there, read THIS! These words are my muse and inspiration for living today and everyday.

4.25.2011

laughing just because...


Every time I am in the math lab, I am serious and out of my mind with frustration. But then Cameron makes me laugh with all his jokes and makes my day. Seems like I've been seeing more Backcountry stickers lately. For years in the East parking lot, I thought the logo was a scary ski mask. Then, I found out not too long ago that it's actually a ram/sheep. I see a whole different picture. Isn't it odd how two strangers can suddenly find a connection? Sometimes I surprise myself with how legit I can write. And then I think how grateful, yet hilarious some of my daytime gigs are. The days may be long, but one thing's for sure, life is grand.

4.09.2011

in love with

2.08.2011

man is hope


A friend wrote this and I just had to quote him. Lovely and poetic.

1.16.2011

non, je ne regrette rien!


images at Keep Calm
Charles Dumont and Michel Vaucaire should have titled "Non, je ne regrette rien" with an exclamation mark! These words still harbour in my mind. I have no regrets. I have none whatsoever as I've made a few revolutions and changes for the better within this last week. I fought, I battled and I stood for what I believe. I'm not sure if I'm victorious yet, but I have learned a few lessons in life. Years on, I'll be laughing about this experience I'm going through, but now injustice is a reality I'm currently facing. I thought of John Butler's lyrics, "running through the fire, running through the flame, running through the hopelessness and shame,
revolution already underway." This is a powerful message of being the change and turning the tides. I can't say I have won. But I can say I have conquered. I have conquered some of my fears and now my feet are weary from trodden uncharted mountains. All that I'm doing for myself and for others is a tale to tell. All of this feels right. I feel as though I'm doing the right thing. All of this is worth it and non, je ne regrette rien! Stand up for yourself. Believe in yourself. Believe in the seemingly impossible. You might never know until you try. Carpe diem. Have no regrets.

12.10.2010

how the day sounds


I am bursting with energy after laughing non-stop with one of my dearest friends. And after all the sugar (chocolate chip cookie + berried n' chocolate), I am infinitely ten folds happier to no end.

::sidenotes: My heart is in Nantes. We love Charlie!

11.15.2010

prelude to (thanks)giving

things i'm thankful for
image via Laura Berger

Life is full of the unexpected and more complicated than I thought.
Yet despite everything, I'm still grateful for all the little and big things.
Family, friends, good health, to be alive, an education and music.

Everything was made to be.

9.22.2010

one word: love


photo via lovelife

Oh, vanilla bean frap ice cream...I love you. I love you Thursdays. I love you Fridays. I love you weekends. I love you sunny afternoons. I love you Ringo. I love you the-person-who-makes-me-happy. I love you hardwood floors. I love you Room 306. I love you homemade meals and desserts. I love you laundry detergent. I love you messages between friends over the airwaves. I love you real letters from real people. I love you friends and family around the world, at home and everywhere. I love all of you, really. Love love love.
All you need is love. I'm in love with life and I just can't hide it.

2.10.2010

la vie est bonne

"You're a brave girl
It's a strange world, where girls can get so broken-hearted
I'm sorry that in your condition the sun shine's been missing
Be happy. This world can be ugly, but isn't it beautiful?
It's not the end of the world"
(Jack's Mannequin, There, There Katie)

When I heard this song, I thought Andrew McMahon had wrote a song for me. After a long day (actually week) of school, hearing these words made me feel all the better. It was a sympathetic call, strength to carry on and a reminder of things I do live, love and hope for. Surprisingly, today has been a really good day. Even with my early morning wake up call. Even with my test. I am grateful for the little things in life. It's easy to get caught up with the worries of the world, but if you take a step back and truly look, you will find that life is good and beautiful. 
enthusiasm for:
ABC paper cups and designs for inspiration
a boy who said hello to me on President's Circle 
e-mails that make long distances seem a lot shorter
three day weekends
frozen yogurt and water
twitter updates from musicians 
(especially Brooke Fraser and Mat Kearney)
humanitarian efforts and trips

11.27.2009

my little letters


dear snow and mountains,
I really can't wait to go snowboarding, make snow angels, snow men and melt myself into you.
dear Ingrid Michaelson,
I can't get enough of your music. I want to play all of your songs. Your winter songs have made me enthusiastic about winter.
dear Thanksgiving weekend,
You've been great and I don't want this long weekend to end.
dear J,
I've tried my best to not like you, like you. But I really do like you and you will probably never know this. We are nothing alike, but I've learned in bio that we tend to choose mates who are completely different than us. I guess nature or science explains it all.
dear hot bio ta(s),
You are beautiful. If only...
dear books,
I've said this before and I'll say it again. I like to get lost in you. All day, any day.
dear tender mercies,
I love how you keep showing up in my life.
dear love,
Where have you been all my life? I would sure love to find you, hopefully soon.

xoxo,
Sum